It's Sunday again, and I'm on my way to hear all the things that God has
to say. My very own place where no one can see.
Each week I am there by
my favorite tree.
I watch everyone as they're walking in, with dresses of silk and suits
for the men.
I know they are blessed. It shows on their face.
They're
happy to share God's holiest place.
I wish I could go, but I don't belong. I couldn't shame God with clothes
that are wrong. As I wait to hear the pastor's
sweet voice, these dark clouds appear:
I must make a
choice. With thunder so loud, and
lightning all 'round, I run to
the church
through rain pouring down. I open the door, so quiet
and slow. I'll stay
in the back so no one will know.
As I turn around the silence was there.
Heads turned one by one.
They
started to stare.
The whispers I heard had hurt even more. Especially
the one I heard by the door. "How dare she come
in to this holy
place .
. . Her dress is just rags, with
dirt on her face." I thought to myself, "How cruel
they can be!" As I watched each one just staring
at me. I felt so ashamed. My tears start to
fall. I clung to my dress, not
moving at all.
When I turned to leave I heard someone say, "Please join us my friend. I've prayed for this day."
His hand covered mine.
As I turned to see,
the pastor had tears in his eyes for me.
He led me up to the very front row. And whispered "God's pleased. You
don't have to go."
The carpet was soft as clouds in the sky. I saw
paintings of the
angels that fly.
Such colors of
red, bright silver, and gold. Yes,
this really
was a sight
to behold. Unworthy I felt to be in this place. And
then my eyes saw the pain on
his face
- - A statue
of Christ that stood very tall. Mistreated by man,
yet died for us all.
Then, I had noticed the dirt on His face, and rags that He wore, in this
Holy place. I looked at my
dress - - so ragged and torn. Yes this was the
best that I could have worn.
The pastor then smiled when he looked at me.
He
knew this was what I
needed to see.
His thought for the day when church was all through:
"Judge Ye Not Your Brother,
For God Will Judge You."
In silence they left.
He said no 'good-byes'.
Then he came by me
with tears in his eyes. He said he was glad for his answered prayer. I knew then he'd seen me sitting out there.
Then on my old dress a white rose he laid.
He made it all worth the
price I had paid.
He said, "Don't you know? It's God you must please? What's deep in your heart is all that he sees."
He held my hand tight, then wiped my last tear. He said,
"Please come back.
You are welcome here."
While walking back home cold rain on my
face - -
so much like the eyes in
"God's Holy Place."
I know now I'm rich. Yes, he made me see, God even will love a person
like me.
A
special
thanks
to Freda H. Babinski
for use
of
her ©
poetry. Freda
no longer
has a site.
God
Bless
you and
your
family
Freda for
sharing
your God
gifted
talents.
How
many of
us are
guilty
of this
sin of
judgment? We
usually
judge a
book by
its
cover. It is
for God
to
judge,
not
us. As this
writing says God
sees the inside
of our
hearts,
we see
the
outside
of a
person.
As
you
listen
to the
song
"Just
As I
Am"
remember God
accepts
us as we
are. If you
don't
know Him attend
preferably
a New
Testament
Bible
believing
and
preaching
Independent
Baptist
or
Southern
Baptist
Church. Life
offers
many
choices. Eternity
only
offers
two,
Heaven
or Hell,
the
choice
is yours.
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